Dear Megan,
It's been four years now since we last said our good byes. We all still remember you just like it was yesterday. Our pain of loosing you has not eased one day. We think about all of the "what-ifs" and "could've beens." SOmetimes we feel that you've missed out on all the fun and all of the laughs. But then we think that maybe you were watching us from your cloud, laughing with uss, or maybe even sharing a tear with us. Then I start to wonder..... What would you have been like at the age of 4? What would you have loved at the age of 6? How would you look when you walked down the aisle? So many thoughts of you race through our minds.. I still remember the horror the day they called and said you were gone. I still remember the day they called and told me that your killer had gone to trial. And I still remember they day they called and told me that he was going to die in jail. Baby Girl, I wish you could have been here now. I wish we could have all of our what ifs and could've beens. But I can only know that we will have our dreams. WHen I dream of you, I feel some peace. You will always be in our hearts. Peace Our Little Megan


Dear Grandfather,
Two days after Christmas in 1996, you left us. I miss you so very much. I wish that you could have been there when I graduated from High School. I would have so loved to see the pride in your eyes. I wish you could have been there at the little church that I got married at. I know you would have been so proud to see your little granddaughter all grown up. I know you were there though even though I couldn't see you.I could feel your warm spirit in the falling of the rain as I entered that little church. Goodness I miss you. I can't wait to be in heaven with you..... Love


Dear Les,
I never thought that it would be you. I never thought I'd be writing a letter to heaven for you. You were always so strong. Always so vibrant. You gave me strength. You gave me hpoe. You always said that I would make it through. You loved me like a father loves a daughter. I know it broke your heart, not being there to see me married. But you were there with me. You were there in my heart. Just like I was there in your heart, the day you couldn't fight any more. We know you tried. I know you wanted to live and see your grandsons. I know you wanted to see all your girls happy.. We are trying our hardest. Getting along with out you has proven to be tough. Every day you cross my mind. Everyday I miss you more. Every day, I remember the lessons that you taught me. You taught me what it meant to love and be loved. You taught me that it was okay to cry but not okay to feel the blame. I remember that you told me, No man would ever love me as much as you loved me. You left an amazing imprint on my life and in my heart. The things you have taught me will not easily be forgotten. And I will never forget your undying devotion to your daughters and to me, your daughters friend..... Sorrows